KanelLonn

First off, I'm incredibly humbled by anyone who recently started watching or is still watching. As many of you know I have been struggling a lot with trying to draw again and making art. Lately I have been experiencing some identity crisis. Trying to figure out who I am and what I want to do for myself. In the past Ive been very driven by what others wanted from me and I simply can't do that anymore. I'm a very ambitious person there are a lot of things I want to do especially with art, there is a comic I want to make there are a million thoughts and ideas in my head. But after loosing the joy of making art I sorta lost myself a bit. Looking back at my old art I kinda feel like it's not "me" anymore, even though it fills me with so much joy. Like it could just be a product of aging I guess and yes, we're not the person we were yesterday. A lot of the things I drew in the past isn't something I would make today and it puts a lot of strain on trying to figure out where to start